Gosh, I hate not being able to talk to him. I'm upset right now with all that has been going on. The one person that I want to talk to about it, he blows up at me. He even hung up on me! I just called to talk. I knew he would get mad about the problem, but I did not expect him to hang up on me. He's supportive in every other way, but not emotionally. I don't know why. I can't break that barrier of his. I'm glad that he was like this today though. It's just reaffirming the fact that I should not be with him any longer nor should I move to TX to be with him. I'm through.