yea I got teased
Nerd, geek, shrimp, four eyes, skillet, teacher's pet and everything else associated with being a dork. fu-k them b!tches! I remember this one bully that had some kind of hatred towards me. Year after year that fu-ker kept bugging me for no reason. He kept pushing me and following me with his friends when school was over like they were about to do something. Every fu-king day that fu-ker teased me and had something to say. I was always uneasy because I knew at any given time, he could say something and I would have to deal with that $hit. But its funny how nice he acted towards me when a few girls showed interest in me, I think he liked one of them
But anyhow, I think that b!tch was just jealous. I was smart, my parents had money and his parents were broke, and I was the one getting the girls haha... fu-k you @$$hole!
I swear, I wasn't going to put up with that $hit anymore. I remember he tried to jump me with like 6 of his friends in like 5th grade, I was a pussy back then and ran. With each year, I started getting more and more infuriated with that fu-k. I was getting to the point that I didn't want to put up with all this $hit anymore and was about to just fight him and get it over with. But honestly, I had so much hatred for him, if he tried that $hit in high school, I don't know what I would do. I was ready to beat the $hit out of him with whatever I can find in class: bat, stool, hammer, chair,.... I even thought about killing him. But I moved so I guess I'll never know what would have happen.
The funny thing is, I think all the teasing helped me out. It motivated me to make myself better. The hatred fueled the desire and want to exceed and to improve. Theres nothing more motivating than years of ridicule. Sure, I was skinny and weak, so what did I do? Started to work out. If I ever needed to do and extra rep or set, I'd just dig down to that anger I have and make that give me the strength to push.
My eyes got better for some reason so I ditched the glasses. My head and face grew in fine so I don't have that "skillet" look anymore
About being a nerd or geek, that dropped somewhere during high school. I don't know if it was because I hung out with different type of people and started to act "cool" or what. Or maybe its because I started acting and dressing different. I always felt bad about this. During my "trials to coolness", I tried to distance myself away from "nerdy" people because I didn't want to be thrown into that group again. I didn't want to have to deal with that $hit again, especially since I had a fresh start.
I don't care anymore now though. I'll kick it with whoever. I can care less what people think. If someone teased me now, they better get ready to back their $hit up because I'm not going to put up with that $hit, now or ever again.
Robert, thank you for teasing me and pushing me to better myself. Thank you for being such an @$$hole as to make me to not be the person that I was. Without you, I'd probably still be a geeky, skinny shrimp. I would also like to thank you for giving me the motivation and determination to excel and succeed in life so I can look down on you and see how worthless you really are. You probably made me a better person.... thanks.
P.S. Oh yea, if I ever see you again... I will fu-k you up. Believe me, I will.. fu-k YOU UP