QUOTE(lotus123 @ Sep 2 2008, 07:02 AM) [snapback]3905213[/snapback]
i hear people from asian countries that their wish is come to australia because everyone is nice and there are more opportunities, it is there dream to live here.
I am in australia and i wish i was in an asian country then i don't have to be concern with dividing myself into cultures. I feel lost and there is no one to talk to about this. I am average intelligence and i don't fit into the model minority. I can't be what people expect me to be. Sure, someone might say just me yourself, easy said than done. family consider me too australian-lize and the public would always consider me asian. I feel my life is over. the people i have met do not understand. I have no career path and people my age are just finishing off their degree. i should be enjoying my life especially at my age but i feel hopeless.
any ideas?
I appreciate your sentiments. My plan is to get over this rotten Ross River Virus, find a job and work hard to save the airfare, and then escape to civilised society and freedom once more!