QUOTE(surfinsushi @ Nov 7 2008, 11:39 PM) [snapback]3999342[/snapback]
Charlee, what's stopping you from going? It'd be another great experience to put in the books, wouldn't it? Do you have to put off school or work? I'd go in a heart beat -regardless of the pay.

An experience I've done before....i just hate friggin' teaching...lol...it's like the worst job imaginable to me.
I don't have any school or work to drop at the moment. I just want to stay here and concentrate on finding something I can use on my CV. I've already got teaching down on it and it doesn't help $hit because everyone it has to have stupid basic office work ...as if teaching doesn't come with any administration....

I just want to find my feet and get moving on my career and not go and do something I've done before...I'll just be postponing the job hunt which'll be exactly the same when I get back.
HMPH. On the other side I should really get out there and see my granny and aunt and family and shiet, but I feel guilty for not wanting to go....

AND most people like yourself would jump at the chance at going....so I feel guilty for not wanting to...like I'm being a spoilt brat and taking it for granted.
I've already phoned them and told them I will anyway, but I've got a huge sinking feeling about it. It took me hours this morning to finally give them a call.