Yeah, I guess I should feel fortunate to not see such exploitation and manipulation happen in front of my eyes...but from far away, I've seen relatives' whose marriages have fallen apart but I'm not close to them so I can't really relate to them. When I was a kid, my aunt was abused during her marriage...she packed up her kids and went to a woman's shelter...eventually divorced her abusive husband...went back to live with my granny with her two young kids...I know lots of people judged her...heck, my own granny and uncles (my aunt's own brothers) cursed her every so often, said she's bad luck...she finally remarried last year to a divorced man...seems to be happy now. Felt lots of pity for her for all those years she was living with my granny and uncles and having the whole community scrutinize her like that when the broken marriage wasn't really her fault...I think it started because her ex-hubby began cheating on her and she started to confront him...but she's doing fine now, all those years just made her grow as a person with thicker skin, heck, she traveled to most of Asia, finished college, remarried, got her degree and her kids are now lively preteens...I guess she can laugh at her ex-hubby now...he's really gotten nowhere compared to her.
Oh, I understand now...yes, self protection mechanism to protect oneself makes sense...I guess I would have an even harsher view on life than you if I went through and saw what you've seen cuz I'm quite stubborn. Women, well the soft-hearted ones like me...I guess we think more with our hearts than brains most of the times...that's why we're so emotional sometimes...that's cuz again I'm sheltered and not very "experienced" if I was I would probably play with many men's hearts like it's nothing and see pleasure in that, lol.
Yeah, it's just that I'm such a weird and hopeful person...good that I sprinkled some happiness onto you, lol...actually you've made me realize that life isn't all smiles...I gotta say I'm far more ignorant of the bad stuff in this world. Have been blessed so far with a loving family and friends, never really experienced true hardship...I need to be more cautious and not be so trusting of others and wanted to seek the good in them all the time...cuz like you said, most people are messed up, they put on a mask and ya never know what their true intentions are...might turn out to be a really evil person, who knows...always better to be safe than sorry, right? Yeah, young people these days have less decency and values than our folks...it's cuz they're becoming more Americanized, can't really stop it but if they're smart...they'll learn and know what's appropriate and not...sometimes I think it takes time for them to grow up.
Yeah, really awesome pic, eh?...just found it, haha when i was looking up 'kick @$$' pictures, funny it happened to be a Miao girl with a gun
Haha, are you crazy? j/k lilasiankid and me? funniest thing ever...a relationship based off AF?! lol. Oh, lilasiankid is a great guy. Don't tell him I told you that...he's probably gonna read this and rub it in my face but whatever. Yeah, he's very, very special...special enough to compete in the Special Olympics that's for sure! He told me he turned into a beast just like how you say you've turned into a monster, lol. Men...always turning into mythological creatures, geesh! Naw, I don't think there's anything between us...we're just internet buddies, lol...anyways, he's got a great gal he's been lusting after for awhile now, far better than boring old me any day. He probably thinks I'm weird...someone who loves to laugh too much for her own good. Don't mind him, he's just...silly.